Pentecost
Pentecost
How can we possibly be at Pentecost already? And yet in
many ways Easter feels a long, long time ago. We are
Easter people and rejoice in the resurrection and the gift
of the Holy Spirit. Today we remember how God’s gift of
the Holy Spirit came upon the disciples. Pentecost has its
roots in the Jewish Feast of Weeks, which was completed
the fiftieth day of the Passsover. God sends his Holy
Spirit to empower the Church to continue Christ’s work
here on earth. The Church is now to be Christ’s new body
on earth, filled with his life through the gift of the
Holy Spirit.
These thoughts are called ‘Meditation of Barnabas’ from
‘Reflective Services for Lent, Holy Week and Easter’ by
Nick Fawcett.
It wasn’t much of a gift;
at least I didn’t think so.
In fact, I didn’t feel I had a gift at all,
not like the rest of them with all their stunning signs
and wonders.
I envied them sometimes,
so often in the limelight,
stealing all the headlines –
prophets,
teachers,
workers of miracles,
speakers of tongues.
They were the ones who drew the crowds,
the ones who people noticed,
and all I did was plod quietly along,
living the faith in my own simple way,
speaking and doing and caring and sharing
as I believed Christ would have me do.
And then they gave me this name –
Barnabas,
‘Son of Encouragement.’
It was all so unexpected,
a complete surprise,
for what had I done to deserve any such honour.
But then they told me,
one by one,
that of all the gifts they valued,
mine was chief among them.
A generous gesture,
a word or praise,
an expression of trust,
an act of love –
not causing gasps,
not making heads turn;
yet these, they told me
(though I’d never dreamt it not even realised they’d been
done),
these had stirred their hearts and cheered their spirits
as signs and wonders could never do.
It doesn’t seem much, does it –
encouraging people?
Not a gift you’ll find in any of the text books,
nor one people will ever fight over.
Yet don’t let that fool you as it did me –
don’t waste time thirsting for those showy gifts you do
not have –
for it’s often when you’re least aware of it,
through things you count unimportant,
that Jesus chooses to use you.
So if you’re wondering, as I did, why you’ve been left
out,
if you’re feeling down,
or doubting your experience,
or waiting for the Spirit and perplexed he hasn’t come,
let me offer you some simple words of encouragement:
follow Jesus,
faithfully,
simply,
and maybe,
just maybe,
you’ll find his Spirit’s been there all along.
I thought those words from Nick Fawcett might help us more
than any words I could say; if we were in church, I’d have
read that meditation, for I bet especially during these
last few weeks we’ve all felt down and felt we could do
more, but what? If we show love, we are doing God’s work.
If we show care, or compassion, or help someone, we are
doing God’s work. When we pray, we are doing God’s work.
Hold on to those thoughts this week, as we prepare to
celebrate Trinity Sunday next week.
— Janet Taylor
Sun, 31 May 2020